Freshie4God

Oh, the fight inside me; The confusion in my head, All killing me inside, Cutting me to shreds. Why are you back? You say you still care, Yet I believe you, but I don't; I'm so cold, so scared. The scars and wounds won't heal, Oh, and the memories just don't wield The love I once thought was real. Agony and confusion just reveal The happiness you once made me feel. Tonight, my mind and heart won't conceal The fight inside that tortures me still. My heart is breaking, But nothing has been done. Friendship healing, But my heart is numb. The scars and wounds won't heal, Oh, and the memories just don't wield The love I once thought was real. A

Wake up, see the sunshine out? Get up, play guitar, play it out Cuz there's a reason for the sound, A reason to play loud. The reason is a girl and a Father, Both whom loves me very much. So I'm not giving up, not giving in, Cuz I'm in love with you; This'll never end. Forgive me for my mistakes, I have never meant to hurt you. I'm nothing special, I'm not the best; Imperfect, no good for you. It's a miracle you take me When I only bruise your arms. I want to hold you tight, But I only stretch the scars. You're all I know, But you don't have to stay. I only bring tears to your eyes, There's better out there than me. Forgive me for my mista

Tonight, my ears are ringing, But my heart remains seeking. These tears keep falling, And it's only me calling. Tonight, I beat these drums To the rhythm of a broken heart. I'll cover heavy songs with anger, So let the music start. Cuz I'm taking it out tonight. I'm reinforcing the walls by night. I'll turn up my guitar, Down-tune so far, And make music that's dark. I'll beat my drums out of hate. No, I just can't wait To move from this place; This hate you dared create.

Reach down to me, Give me the light to see. I can't make it, can't be; Without you, life's misery. Can't seem to hold close, Just seem to fall away. I need you to step on my toes, To show me what I'm letting be. Extinguinsh my flames inside. I just can't seem to hide From the wrong things, I try, But I fail, and I'm drowned by the tides. I'll never be who I wanna be. I'm just a failure, that's all i see. No, there's nothing inside me But words and promises empty. Can't seem to hold close, Just seem to fall away. I need you to step on my toes To show me what I'm letting be. Extinguinsh my flames inside. I just can't seem to hide From the wr

Couldn't sleep, Wakin' up to see the day. It's been a year since my regrets, And I'm tryin' to see the light of day. Horizon's risin' and I'm far from dyin'. Happiness on earth Really is existin'. So I'll keep my eyes open, Stright ahead down my path. Don't know where it's leadin' But I'm avoiding the wrath. Take my hand and follow, Cuz this life we hold is bliss. There's not a moment today That I would wanna miss. Words ring through my head Of the way she had maimed me, It's sad that back then I thought she had tamed me. Like a useless animal; No control at all. Just there to sit and stare As I await her killing call. So I'll keep my eyes

Life's light was gone, You gave it back. You showed me how to live Happily and on track. Tonight, I can't see myself Without you next to me, No, not without you against me. Stay close to me. My love, you're everything And you've thrown away my fears. My life has gone from dusk to dawn With you always near, my dear. I was broken, never to be repaired, But you've picked me up and gathered All my pieces and all my shards, And now I'm no longer shattered. My love, you're everything And you've thrown away my fears. My life has gone from dusk to dawn With you always near, my dear. Oh, my hope was gone. I didn't know who I'd become, Nor what I b

You were everything around, You were all I wanted. Without you, I would fall; I thought I took you for granted. Didn't want you to fall away, Never wished for you to leave, And today, I'm on my knees. Today, I'm in disbelief that My life is better now that You're gone from sight and out of mind. I can't live my life unless I convince myself you don't exist. I thought you loved me every day, I listened when you said "don't leave". But your only plan was to tear me apart And kill me with your wicked ways unseen. My life is better now that You're gone from sight and out of mind. I can't live my life unless I convince myself you don't exist. D